Currently Listening Youth By Matisyahu Youth see related

intake so far today:

b-nothing

l-calamari (purge)

d- ?? T.B.A

i dont know wether to feel good or bad.. heres what happened

i was soooo bored on friday night, so i got a little drunk w my best friend when my parents werent home and i invited some guys over.. first of all, one of the guys likes me but i have a boyfriend. second of all, hes one of my sisters best friends and she gets mad when i even talk to him bc she likes him. so, we were playing strip pool and all i had on was like jeans that were unbuttoned and a bra. then, i was like hey alex (the kid i was talking about) wanna go upstairs?? so we go upstairs IN MY SISTERS ROOM, ON MY SISTER'S BED, KEEP IN MIND I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.. and start like making out. i dont know.. like, doing this made me realize how much i love my boyfriend, but at the same time it felt so wrong that it felt so right, you know?

w/e  i dont really care.. we made a pact to never tell anyone (even though i told my best friend already but she wont tell) i think i might keep this up though!! lol im succh a bad person.

stay strong girls, and leave some love!

Currently Listening Renegades By Rage Against the Machine see related

sorry i havent posted in a while!

yesterday i was in the emergency room! lol i fractured my arm at cheerleading.. but im ok. ive been eating like regularly.. im still at gw2 so thats a relief. im starting my fast tomorrow. comment if you wanna be in it w/ me..

intake so far:

b- nothing

l- tuna w/ crackers

d- ??.. prob. nothing

i'll probably post a litle later on tongiht!thanks for all of the support!

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Currently Listening Unpredictable By Jamie Foxx Unpredictable see related

ok so im not eating ANYTHING today..

i woke up thismorning and my stomach was completely flat.. and by the wayy..

I NOW WEIGH 129 POUNDSSS!! which means that i reached gw2 i think!

so heres my plan today..

-im going to get a mani/pedi

-my bfffff forever is comming over afterwards

-going tanning together

-hair appt. at 230

-getting makeup done at MAC

-then pics w/ the girlsss

im so excited for some reason.. ususally i like dread going to dances but now that im like actually kindof skinny its gonna be great.

ugh but for some reason i dont wanna dance with my boyfriend. hes like i dont want any other guys touching you and grinding with you at the dance and im like psshhh whatever.

so yeah this is probably the last time i post today cause ill either have no time or be high and/or drunk..

thanks for all the support girls!!!

Currently Listening Grassroots By 311 see related

yay! tomorrow is the dance and i lost another pound (now im 130.. yippeee) but yeah i ate sooo freaking much when i got home from school today, i dont even feel like typing it. but, i purrrrrgggeeeeddd like a mother fucker. i absolutely know i got everything out of me.

i hope everyone is having a good day!

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Currently Listening Late Registration By Kanye West Touch the Sky see related

yuck.. i just ate two huge pieces of stromboli and 3 cookies.. but no ones home except the housekeepers so i just purged every last bit of it. lol i hope they dont like tell my mom if they heard me, but i dont think they even speak english..

thanks for the comments girls!